Its 9:30pm and I'm exhausted, yet something tells me that blogging might help! Life is so good right now! The Lord is so faithful in all that he does! But I'm tired and weak...quite honestly just feeling very overwhelmed. I'm getting bigger everyday with less energy and more things on my to do list, bending over has become quite a task that usually result in a big uhnnn sound as a try to get back up! and sleeping i forget what does that actually mean? I'm not sure that waking up every hour or less to pee or to a kid crying can be considered sleeping. My kids....i love them. I LOVE THEM. But these days if I can get a few minutes without a mommy can you...? or a mommy what's this....? Its a miracle! and soon I'll be able to add to that list a Wahhahaahaa, which will translate into I'm hungry, feed me, or i need my diaper changed or i don't know what! Yet, these are the things that I live for, that I want, and that I want to treasure right now. My daughter will only be 3 for so long and will eventually not need my help with every little thing, and my son, will someday too soon be telling me what everything is instead of me telling him! And the baby, well the baby won't be a baby for long! Blogging does help, it helps me get perspective on my wonderful life! Earlier, as in a half hour ago, when i just broke down and cried telling the Lord I'm huge, tired, and I just can't do it all, he spoke to me and said, "good, because now I can." I know he wants to help me, I know he wants to give me peace as we prepare for the new baby, balance our busy schedule, and continue to allow our hearts to be purified. and I know he wants to give me rest. So goodnight! He is Good!